Saturday, 30 January 2010
Friday, 29 January 2010
Sunday, 24 January 2010
I don't want it to be this way,
but i dont want it any other.
Alone. Together. Alone. Together.
Packed boxes stacked behind closed doors,
Cleared shelves and empty thoughts.
I am living two separate lives,
mine and theirs, yours and mine.
Life was easier when it was just me,
Life was selfish.
You were easier without me.
Friday, 22 January 2010
This is the last time i saw you.
You always say bye in the same way.
The same words, the same order.
As i walk away i remember your damp skin,damp hair,damp breath.
Tell me everything,
I would like to be stronger.
This was the day we met.
Nothing has changed/nothing is changing
Soon, ill be gone and with me goes everything of you,
Wrapped up in brown paper......I am happy with my secret.
Tuesday, 19 January 2010
Monday, 18 January 2010
I've never felt so scared as i do now.
Lying here; pressing play, stop,rewind in my head.
Reliving things that can't be changed, trying and failing to remember more.
Looking out of the window i only see half the sky,
half the trees,
half the houses.
Dreaming of new beginnings from the place that halted the rest.
Saturday, 9 January 2010
knowing and not knowing.
Life going steady, repeating scenes, untold secrets and unspoken conversations.
My hands reached for the next branch and the next,
feet fumbling on the bark trunk.
This was it.
Holding on tight, this was how it started.
Looking up into the sky.
This was always ours.