Sunday, 31 January 2010

Saturday, 30 January 2010

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

Sailor Jerrys+you= V O M I T

Sunday, 24 January 2010

I don't want it to be this way,
but i dont want it any other.

Alone. Together. Alone. Together.

Packed boxes stacked behind closed doors,
Cleared shelves and empty thoughts.

I am living two separate lives,
mine and theirs, yours and mine.

Life was easier when it was just me,
Life was selfish.

You were easier without me.

Friday, 22 January 2010

This is the last time i saw you.

You always say bye in the same way.
The same words, the same order.
As i walk away i remember your damp skin,damp hair,damp breath.

Tell me everything,
I would like to be stronger.

This was the day we met.
Nothing has changed/nothing is changing

Soon, ill be gone and with me goes everything of you,
Wrapped up in brown paper......I am happy with my secret.

Meet me when the world ends.Remember me until then.

Wednesday, 20 January 2010

Tuesday, 19 January 2010


This is you and this is yours.

Monday, 18 January 2010

I've never felt so scared as i do now.
Lying here; pressing play, stop,rewind in my head.
Reliving things that can't be changed, trying and failing to remember more.

Looking out of the window i only see half the sky,
half the trees,
half the houses.

Dreaming of new beginnings from the place that halted the rest.

Thursday, 14 January 2010

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

Sunday, 10 January 2010

Saturday, 9 January 2010

Lying in separate beds living separate lives,
knowing and not knowing.
Life going steady, repeating scenes, untold secrets and unspoken conversations.
My hands reached for the next branch and the next,
feet fumbling on the bark trunk.
This was it.
Holding on tight, this was how it started.
Looking up into the sky.
This was always ours.

Thursday, 7 January 2010

Sometimes all i want is all or nothing.

Tuesday, 5 January 2010

Losing all the time

Friday, 1 January 2010

Sometimes there is no way out.