Awake thinking. Not knowing.Knowing.

Time to tell.

Time to go forwards eternally.

This was when leaving was easy.

It's only i.

Sometimes okay, sometimes not.

That isn't the right time. This isn't right.

Remember how it felt before, remember how it felt.

Empty days and restless nights.

I am ready to leave. I am ready to be scared.

Naked legs and naked arms, its nearly time.

Standing too close.

Say when.

I'm reading backwards.

Passing straight up trunks and locked entrances. This is the first time we've been this close for months.

This is the first time.

Grey skies turn to blue.

Not long left now- i'm counting.

Bound by their eyes they fall.

They're not falling in love.

This time i have no idea.